To really love...

It wasn't exactly a "Family Guy" episode, more a glimpse into something I haven't felt in so long. Mid-afternoon, as the sun streaked into the windows falling silently on my canopy bed.. I suddenly had the urge to jump into my fluffy pillows and soft mattress. As soon as I did, my other half jumped in with me and soon, without saying a word, we laid on our stomachs, closed our eyes and fell asleep on one another.

Why is this so special? I was fortunate to have a great, very normal childhood and with that a feeling of safety, warmth, understanding and ultimately what all these things draw from - love. The moment that I cuddled up with my girlfriend and carefree, fell asleep, I was transported to a time when nothing else was on my mind but the fulfilling of very basic needs - warmth, love and food.

Bottom line.. I felt like a baby again, though we do not develop awareness of ourselves until later, baby thoughts form our minds and those experience have a lasting affect on all facets of our personality, temperament, etc. Have you ever remembered a baby feeling? Do you think it is possible?